Today the day sucked big-time….sometimes you just get caught up in all the wrong things….its like having the happiness sucked right out of u….whooosh…gone…why is evrybody so mean? why is evry1 so rude? ppl have a problem in being consideartae to each other – is it?? its like this ruthless, mean world…like a cage…u have no where to go….no one 2 talk to….maybe thats why i started blogging…pretty sad reason huh? evrybody is fucking selfish….o how i hate the world….but guess what??  i hate myself more….incorrect decisions….wrong notions about others….all messed up…..scrambled eggs is what im talking bout my friend….how i wish there wud b a tidal wave or sumthing….wipe out evryone…quite a lot of cribbing for an evening…init? chaos, chaos, more chaos…..when will i ever sort it out? i  me myself ALONE when can i call it quits????

the beginning

hello world!! hi ppl…

im just born into dis world of blogging…lets c…why did i start it? curiosity – hmm yeah… more 2 drive away the boredom of a ritualistic job – da same thing, day in, day out…tryin 2 give a vent 2 my creative side perhaps? or jus 2 spill out all da whirpools in my brain…..dats dangerous man its all of da above n lots more ….. so here comes da crap! wishing myself all da best :)